777th entry - last day of 2010

HELLO READERS ~
as promise, i am going to update my blog before 2011 starts...
it has been about one month since i updated...
quite shock that i only update twice for this month...
coincidentally it is the first and last day of december...


december should be a joyful and happening month for most people...
the festive season, the sales and the nice cool weather...
i enjoyed the most when i was a kid...
stayed with my grandma during these period...
the most memorable xmas i had was when my uncle and auntie brought me to orchard during xmas... think my first time there? i love that feeling...


the season of giving...
do we expect returns when we gave?
i would say no... even though there is a little yes in me...
at least an appreciation...
more than some strangers on the road...
i am fine with it...
because it is not a very big deal


new year eve...
i really fucking hate it...
really to the max...
do you know why?
i find it funny also...
happened in 2010...
ten years ago...
that period of time... i suspected i am getting some illness...
i was damn low... in the end i found out i am actually normal.
i know i am quite dumb.
the reason i love new year because it is a public holiday...
maybe i will enjoy in the future... hopefully !


new year resolutions?
i don't.
because i have my new day resolutions.
why bother to wait for one year?
even though i waited for nearly two years...


did you notice the domo at the top?
my laobu gave me just now...
she gave me one doreamon some years back...
maybe i shall let it go...
even i cannot forget... yes let it go !


from tomorrow onwards, hope i will change for the better...
forget everything...
forgive everything...
and stop being a clown...
and achieve what i want before the aliens invade !


wish everyone a healthy and joyful year ahead...
wish you happiness...


ps: actually i am writing on the first day of 2011... edited the date to keep my promise... because i hate to break promise...

two sides of a coin...

my hidden twenty cents coin ~

Wayne who whines is BACK !!!
actually everybody is whining...
today's topic is...
which sides of the coin are you?
does it really matters you are "head" or "tail" ?
does it really matters which sides you are choosing?
or do we need to choose?


have you play the game of guessing the sides of the coin before?
why do we want to play this game?
because we human beings like to win...
we want to prove that we are always right...
not sure that did we ever take a step back to think...
to think what this winning is for?
is it really worth the win?


i am insanely lucky that i own a coin with the same sides since years...
most importantly... it has no head and tail.
same sides.
if you ask me which sides of the coin will i choose?
i am afraid that i cannot make a decision or guess.
it will be the same answer.
does it really matters to choose when i have this coin?




ps: i am trying my very best to see things using a broader heart...