as long as you tried your best...

i believe...
must believe...
to let people believe...
to believe that i believe...
i believe...


to fight for it...
to win it...
to maintain it...
to last it...
to care it...
to love it...
to listen it...
the one.


it's okay that people don't appreciate because i believe something...


... you will have no regrets :D

should i continue to be the emperor?!

HELLO ! my people in my kingdom !
I am your emperor...
how i wish i can use i was your emperor !


should we stick to people who cherish us?
or should we stick to people we treasure them?
OR CAN I TOTALLY GIVE UP !


i want to stop being a clown, a joker...
and a emperor with a new clothes...

hint.

a surprise post !
decided to update for the sake of updating...
sounds ridiculous and insane...
just wanted to share some thoughts...


hint.
not saying something explicitly.
indirect statement.
it can be a good or bad cause...


some able to read...
some unable to understand...
some choose to ignore...
some pretend to act...


i am dumb in reading it...
so if you got something to say to me...
please say it...
either if you are happy or unhappy with me...
because i dislike...
hint.


Like my facebook page if you like me as a friend:-
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maintaining a two arms' length...

yes... you guys are not dreaming !
i am po-ing twice in a month !
who says lightning never strike twice in the same place?!
actually it often does strike the same place...


btw i just created a page for this blog in facebook...
create for some experiments haha !
here is the link if you wish to like:-
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i am quite disturbed with the fact that some people actually do not learn the above...
with some small achievements or success...
they thought they are the king of the world...
i am quite disappointed...
i really don't know what to say...
think this is the perfect time for this line...
i cannot control how you think, act or talk...
thus i shall not bother...


i don't want to be a beggar...
just because you don't appreciate...
thus i am not maintaining a one arm's length...
but two...

天天都是生日 :)

3rd july...
an ordinary day to me and to everyone...
nothing special...
to some people...
it means a lot to them...


one person is my ah mah...
she must be very happy when i was born...
from that day... she dotes on me till the day she went for her holiday...
with her... i feel i am a little prince...
she really care a lot for me...
i dont have this kind of feeling anymore...
but i will always remember...


3rd july...
it is important to my parents...
maybe because of me...
the marriage lasts and still counting...
although at times i disrespect them...
i promise i will take care of them just as how they take care of me when i am young...


3rd july...
it allows me to became a cancer...
cancer equals home...
i like my horoscope...
because i like my family...
i am really fortunate enough...


3rd july...
usually i don't expect much...
i don't expect any presents or treats...
i am greedy this time round...
may i have two wishes from the birthday god?


1. Wish everyone i know to be healthy !
2. *Secret*


3rd july...
it will be just an ordinary day if no one appreciate you...
and if you don't appreciate yourself...
let's treat everyone with respect and with heart :)

胜's画 no.105

WHAT THE HELL !!
2 whole months i have not been updating...
maybe it is worth the wait !!


i have some uncertainty in my mind...
what happens if it fails again?
i dare not think...
lets hope for the best =)


i hope i can blog more in the near future...
because i love the readers who read my blog...
something for you to take away after reading this entry...
if you can control your emotion, you can control any circumstances =)

sound of silence

sometimes i wonder if i am the only one left blogging...
i feel peace in here...
a venue for me to type some nonsensical words...
or maybe some sensible sentences?


jealousy...
hatred...
misunderstanding...
argument...
around me...
it does affect me a little...
but i choose to ignore...
i am tired of these...


i admit i keep my thoughts to myself...
even i dislike a person, i will not mention...
there is no point highlighting...
maybe this is the way how i handle matters...
this may work well sometimes...
and opposite in some other time...


what will you do when you are sad?
what will you do when you are furious?
what will you do when things not going your way?


i will remain silence...
cheers...

let's lift ourselves up ;)

WAYNE is BACKKKKK ~
once again... i struggle to begin my post...
i know the reason...
the reason is i am not comfortable to share my thoughts with others especially strangers...
that's why i struggled...
and now i struggle...


it will be too tiring if you need to decide whether to like something...
maybe not tiring...
it will be a live with a regret...
we must live in the present...
who knows when will the disaster come to punish us...
maybe not punish...
it's a reminder to us...
to cherish the moment and treasure the ones...


in physics, a force is any influence that causes a free body to undergo a change in speed, a change in direction or a change in shape...
yes... that is force...
yes... that is influence...
not everything can be forced...
this include friendship...
when there is force... there will be friction...
there will be tension...
and maybe there will be nothing...
yes... nothing...
just like nothing has happened...
and this is not physics anymore...
maybe this is an art...
an art of emotions?


what am i struggling?
actually nothing to be fair...
i can still breathe, eat and sleep with no worries...
these may be a luxuries to some others...
yes... i have the right to deserve for more...
i know that...
and so it brings back to my title of my post...
let's lift ourselves up and achieve our dream =)

have you forgotten wayne-believable? II

...
because we are not even friends...
no wonder i reacted that way...
maybe i should listen to my actions more...
i am too easily influenced by others...
this blog will go on...
when is the next updates?
it will be the day you have forgotten wayne-unbelievable...



ps: no pictures this time due to some errors ~

have you forgotten wayne-unbelievable ?

WHAT THE HELL !!
i stare at my screen for five minutes killing my brain cells to start this entry...
and yes another five more minutes...
perhaps i lost the skill of blogging...


everyone is laughing at me...
everyone is telling me to give up...
i replied them a yes with a double inverted commas...
... ... ...

拼什么？

YEA ~
show you something cool?!
it's okay if you don't know what i meant...
one thing for sure... his english is awesome !!


look at your calendar right now...
coming to the end of January and toward February...
so why there is still raining everyday?
there is nothing wrong with the climate or seasons...
do you guys realise december, there isn't much raining?
in fact we are one month "in advance" in our calendar...
i suggest everyone to adjust our calendar to december...
we are living way too fast...
using the natural resources way too fast...
hurting the earth way too fast...
for it to handle...
i wont be surprise if there will be a change in our calendar sooner...


just like there is one new horoscope appearing from nowhere...
called Ophiuchus...
what 蛇夫座 zzz...
i dont believe this is the 13th sign...
because i believe i belong to my original horoscope...


oh why this post is that title name?
yes everybody knows what they are striving for...
what happen if you know what you are striving for
and you know you cannot achieve?
will you still strive?


CNY is coming again...
i am happy because there will be a long period of rest...
that's all...
ya that's all for now....


do you know 那最痛的距离是... 你不在身边... 却在我的心里?

scare to scared...

so i am back to blogging !!
i promise to keep my blog alive...
wonders if you guys share the same thoughts as me...
as we grow older...
we discover a lot of awfully truth...


when people always say that they are scared of ghost...
scared of death... scared of cockroaches...
why no ones highlight human being is the most scariest?


i remember what i blogged previously which caused some unhappiness issues...
till now... i still feel i am correct...
a lot of unreasonable people with low EQ...
i can ultra-ly pretend that nothing fucking has happened...
yes by pretending...
because you all don't worth it...
or shall i say don't deserve it...


there will be no speculations as blogging is not fashionable as before...
finally found a place to speak out...
hey... i remember every fucking things...
either good or bad...


i fucking know who is good and bad...
okay i have reached the maximum of 3 fuck words in this blog post...
so scary?!

never give up ?!

MOSHI EVERYONE !!
back within 24 hours...
wants to write when i am in the mood to write...
are there still any fireworks out there?
or it is just for the few moments few hours ago?
they are beautiful but not lasting...
they are attractive but not practical...


back to reality...
back to this entry topic...
never give up?!
this sounds positive with a mark of a question...
as long as we are alive... anything is possible...
yes... maybe you wants to use some phrase to motivate others...
i sounds negative?
not really though in my opinion...
sometimes you need to give up something to move forward or to achieve another goal...
giving up is not a really bad move...
am i influencing my readers to give up easily?
not really again...
sometimes we need to give up in order not to give up...
sounds confusing?
sometimes things are too complicate to confuse people...
or people are too complicate to confuse things?
either ways are confusing...
shall end to confuse the whole world...


choice?
we choose to give up...
we choose not to give up...
that's an illustration of choice...
every person has a choice...
it is human rights...
we got different emotions when other people or ourselves made a choice...
good or bad or ugly...
live with it...


some part of me returns...
i quit my jobs...
in circus...
in the batman movie...
in the pack of cards...
too tiring to hold three jobs at at a time...


no matter what... don't give up on yourself.



ps: 自取其辱