奶奶的白发...

虽然阿嬤已经忘记我了…

但是她还是很关心我的…

问我为什么我瘦了…

她还是依然这么地关心我们…

我很内疚…

ps: as if your mother is your mother... then my mother is not my mother? sad sad sad world...

i used my winnings to buy clothes

yeah i bought this... super happy de ^^

i like the paper bag also ^^

ps: i wan to win more tml =D

ps: only my laobu received the sms... she so "lucky" LOL !!!

红包 updates

Current total 红包 amount: S$48 (爸妈) + S$192 = S$240

ps: 我在你们的面前只是捧场做戏而已...

团圆 . 持续

my house de 爆竹 v bright de.

bro and i bought 鱼生 waiting for ppl to come our hse and 捞.
think need to buy another box?

i like the feeling of eating reunion dinner at home.
family together and happy most important.
received my parents' $$$ blessings $$$ every time this year.
same amount also.



today laobu no nag me go sleep cos i am 守岁-ing ~~~
woohooooo ~~

ps: seeing my loves ones happy make my day.

Happy 牛 Year

chinese new year is coming so i anyhow write a poem for u all...

牛年有东西吃

牛肉面很好吃

牛排更加好吃

但是我不能吃

牛是我的朋友

它会祝我好运

让人大家旺旺

ps: the tees from $63 sell to $78... i wanted to buy at 1st... the price make me think otherwise...

HUAT AR ~~

胜's画 no.88

your love makes me strong.
your hate makes me unstoppable.

ps: take a deep breath in and out and count from 1 to 10. everyone is still learning to be a person... learn from defeats, learn form setbacks, learn from unhappiness... cos i know we can only be stronger...

为你加油打气哦 ！！！

哈哈大笑...

the only thing remains constant in life is CHANGE...
that's why people divorced...
that's why couple broke...
that's why friends hated...
that's why family members disowned each other...
we can be v good to each other at one time...
and we can be stranger at the next minute...
cos we are human...
the weak and useless human...
my personal opinion...
anything in life is forever except CHANGE?


ps: a promise is a lie... that's why promise is cheap... come out from mouth nia... who can't?

有爆点了吗？

finally i tried the $2 mask ^^

ps: 眼泪是一种提醒？

谁对谁错？

ps: i love twister fries =)

here u go...

西瓜甜不甜?

甜~~~

ps: normal day

first morning...

最好是...

ps: i got this week 8 days... felicia's cover ^^

bless.

last few days before my laobu went for her operation...
she keep suffering from insomnia...
i noticed cos i used comp till v late...
she will suddenly wake up and "tidy" the kitchen or "watch" tv...
i know she is nervous and scared about the operation...
but i kept silence and do nothing...
i only ask her why so late dun wan to sleep...
i know the reason but i didn't mention...

before she went for the operation...
all the household chores she had settled by herself...
that's her...
by herself...

this afternoon is the operation...
my father and i accompany her to the pre-operation bay...
where she get ready and prepared for the ops...
i try stay at her side every moments...
i know she is v scared at that time...
but we spoke v little at that time...
that's not the usual me who like to talk and joke...

the moment when she is being pushed to the operation theatre...
i saw her eyes are red and she keep rubbing her eyes...
she try to hide it by closing her eyes...
i feel like crying at that moment...
but i didn't...
i didn't hug her...
i didn't say " i love her"...
or maybe i don wan her to cry?
i am useless...

wait and wait...
we immediately went to see her when she is rested at her ward...
she seems ok now...
she only drank some milo...
and i really hope and pray she can discharge tml...

think she is still awake bah...

the "soft bones" taken out during the ops

the needles poking into her hand =(

懂得失去前 学会珍惜 this pharse i have try to learn it but still have not mastered it... do you?

ps: i finally cannot control my tears and cried alone in my room while writing out this entry... and i am a guy... i am not supposed to cry... thanks everyone & all are blessed =)

family dinner ^^

ps: hope tml operation will be a success =)

regret.

伤 .心

ps: ate till v full... love everyones.

JB trip.... EAT & EAT & EAT...

cb,hobbit,ch,mike and me went for lunch at city square...
anyhow find one place to eat...

each person RM$21...
i am the last to be served...
so i use swallow de...

chunboon go malaysia buy tissue... LOL !!!
buay tahan la... i laugh non-stop there...
1 for RM$1...
he wanted to buy whole carton at first...

"clean" KTV...
eat again...
each person RM$23...
v cheap to sing there...

after buying clothes...
i didn't bought any...
we took cab RM$7 to 大马花园小贩中心 ...
we go JB sure go there eat de...
btw the big big sugarcane water increase price from RM$3 to RM$4 le...
and we ate the following dishes below...

we ordered more last time...
this time all no appetite... so ordered lesser...
each person RM$39...


if wan to see our face de photos...
all in chunboon camera...


i am drinking Yakult now...