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HELLO READERS !!!

so paiseh...
cannot keep to my one-week-one-entry promise.
nothing much happened these few days.

everyday things become so routine to me...
do we really expect changes?

but what is so a big deal about changes?

do we realise that we are still inhaling oxygen every moment?
do we realise that we are still unique individual who no one can be the same as us ?
do we realise that we are still so ignorance by saying "save the earth"... we are saving ourselves... humans...
do we realise that we are still human beings controlled by mother's nature?

do we realise everybody around us are getting older by the days?
do realise when it is not too late...


maybe everything is a cycle... to me is a bicycle or maybe a tricycle...
eventually we may return to where we start...
shall i end my entry?
yes, because i will start it next week hopefully =D

原来最大的敌人就是那内心的自己...

ps: 哎呦哎呦喔 哎呦哎呦喔喔... 哎呦,不错哦~

胜's画 no.104

3:03am and i am still awake...
a lot of things keep occupying my mind...
a lot of people keep disappointing me...
i lose confidence in human beings...
matters are getting complicated and irreversible...
i need to search myself back again...


i have a lot of thoughts in my mind...
but i am keeping to myself...
i feel that this world is fair to me...
but i hate a lot of things around me...
sometimes i feel myself terribly fake...
sometimes people is also faking their actions...
i don't know what to do...
i choose to hide and run away...
i try to mix with people who has a genuine heart...
someone who i can really behave myself...
i don't know what impressions people think of me...
but one thing matters me is that, they like me as who i am...


i admit i have a very stubborn character in me...
it is an opposite of perseverance...
so it is consider as negative...
i really hate myself when i made a decision...
i will force myself to stick to it...
it may turns out well or worse...
but it doesn't matter...
as long i am responsible for it...


now i really don't know should i be laughing or should i be crying?
or should i say, when i should be smiling?
am i doing at the right time?
or did u spare me the time?



ps: i am just typing some nonsenses... am i serious anyway?

definition of friendship ?

i know i am lazy for not updating on time
but i promise i will not give up on this little space of mine...


my new address for all those trashes...
http://mister-w-draws.blogspot.com/


friendship... friends...
internet friends and facebook friends i have a lot...
i don't need another one...
so hilarious...
that's why i will put a stop to it.


i still strongly believe in my definition of friendship...
friend is someone who we can call up at 3am...
friend is someone who we still able to see each other after 10 years...
that's my definition.


are you a friend who help me in my facebook games
or a friend who answer to my call to listen to my troubles?


so are we friend enough?
or are we enough of friends?
food for thought...


ps: i am wayne but this is not my name... so i don't really mind if you don't know how to pronoun my name... as long as u mean me.